Soul cry .

Respect me...she begs love me internally.
Yearning for people to realize that true love resides in her.
You want and you search for something that is right beside you.
You stomp all over it and mistaken it and demean it`s wealth.
She`s been there all along, yelling out urgent cries to you.
TAKE ME IM HERE.
All I ever wanted was love my dear...

These tears no longer replenish her garden...they run try.
The magic element of hope no longer exists in them so now...her flowers no longer bloom.
She's growing limp and she`s wilting from all the abuse and her love will go forsaken.
She's shakin , from all the pain from all the frustration .
At night she falls into her abyss of dreams and hopes to catch sanity
&& wrestle it down but it always fights piercingly...
she fights to hold down her true love...and sanity....never enjoying....humanity.

Tears are just clear blood to her now...no emotion felt....just pain of the soul crying out to show her that she has wounds inside...no way to fix it...no way to hide....because sanity wants out....&& her true love is trying to exscape...

But you are searching wrong...in my heart is where it is...it`s trying to get to you but if it leaves me i won`t exist....see I can`t live without my love....&& my sanity...I try to paint this smile...but i was never into vanity...


She tires of having her soul cry....feeling like every night she might die if what she has held on to for so long flees.....tired of living on that edge seeing you search for something that`s right here. You are my cure but you don`t know you can cure me.....make me wanna live again......

just to make you happy...i`ll let my love go...to be with you. Kiss my sanity goodnight as my soul bleeds one last time. Maybe this just isn`t my lifetime..