sexy vixen ..

sometimes i wanna be the hottest girl in the room .
the one with the features like , damn is that possible ?
I wanna be more than ordinary, or average .
I know I am mentally, spiritually and all that ; but i`d like the physicality to match.
sighhh...
I want the person i`m interested in to crave me in every way possible .
mad, things gotta be so hard.
why i gotta get sick for me to realize i gotta only worry about me.
not everyone is worth your tears ?
why couldnt i just not over indulge in the bad things...messing up my appearance .
i should have just cared about me and stayed....the way i was.

i had potential & i let it all go .
now it's gonna be even harder to get it back .


I wanna be that girl that guys know they gotta step to me at they highest game or its impossible.

im not conceited , i just know my worth .
it's time to show people that...