The Hip Hop Kid .

I remember living in Virginia, kids always outside, music blasting, skipping double dutch outside with my girls just living life not caring. Now the world is just filled with lost dreams, sex, sin, and negativity. Every now and then there is a beacon of light from a few people that have never and never will loose hope and anything they believe in.

I remember my dad letting me listen to hip hop songs not caring whether or not they had cuss words in them because they had a positive message, unlike my mom. With the first curse word she's turning the song off. But me and my dad, we just vibed, and I loved it. Growing up when people couldnt ease my fears I turned my speakers up and just drowned everything out. Hip Hop encompasses love so it became my drug. Love made me feel at home, it made me feel okay.

I gave that to all the wrong people...they didnt understand how my love grew and where it came from. Like I have said before, I want that love that hip hop makes you feel. It...captures your soul, heart, mind, body, and spirit and takes you to a whole other dimension.

I wanna inspire people the way that hip hop does. The words just encompass your body and takes you so high to a beautiful place to where all you can do is cry...and be amazed at how it makes you feel.... that's what it does to me.

I feel like i'm so gone from that feeling and it hurts me....that's why all I really listen to is hip hop because I want that feeling to stay with me. I will forever rock a Tribe Called Quest. FOREVER.

Hip Hop fills me with hope..I know things are going wrong in the world and I try not to ignore it, I know our time is comming short. Things are going wrong. But I always wanted my dream and I'm not giving up on it....say i'm blind to the truth but hey, its keeping me from breaking down every day. Dying a virgin no longer bothers me anymore...i'm not giving my body to no one I do not love...and all I love right now is hip hop. Hip hop has been there for me from the very beginning THROUGH EVERYTHING. I cried to you and I will NEVER let you go. You can have my body and make love to me as long as you will have me.


I love you. Come back to me, please .