Tuesday, April 19, 2011

the Daydreaming stage .

I don't know what to think right now lol but what I do know, he is fcking amazing.
I have never met any human being who challenges ideas or who is as intelligent than him.
He actually thinks, and contemplates and is VERY sure of himself, and I love it.
He's respectable and has so many ideas of his own that not even I would think of.
Talking to him is like Brain sex, I don't need intercourse because he stimulates me mentally.
If I had him by my side until I died and I never sex, I'd be okay dying a virgin, just saying. When he says things, he makes me feel again...whether it be happiness or shock...I just feel. I havent felt in a while. So most of the time I'm just in awe of him. Don't think I deserve him, so I don't approach him on that level, he deserves someone more than a queen and I don't wanna approach him on some groupie type shit, I want it to be perfect, but I really feel time is limited....so what do I do?

It's time to buckle down it handle it on my end, If I feel confident in this shit it's time to go after what I want no excuses...and If I can't do that it'll all be on me.

Everything about him makes my body quiver. but who says he'll even like me. There I go daydreaming, what I do best. I'll just listen to love songs and give this shit a rest, place him in the picture and fall into a deep sleep. I don't wanna make up something that will never be. But I'll keep him as my motivation because if he ever were mine.....i don't even know....he's too perfect for me..... sigh....

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