I have anger issues. When I get really mad, theres no point of return && if pushed too far out of my control i might just do something detrimental. I see red and i be on flame. Thats all I know at that point and time. I see no reason I see no logic all I see is that this situation needs to be TAKEN CARE OF NOW & MY POINT WILL BE SEEN in every way possible. I shake, i cant talk right, I just dont wanna be bothered because I dont wanna disrespect someone who doesnt deserve it. I know im depressed, have been for a while. I dont know if there is a diagnosis for being angry till the point you cant see straight but im just tryna deal with it rationally and I dont wanna say on my own because eventually I do wanna get a psychologist or something. Just thought id put that out there. okay i just got THOROUGHLY distracted.
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I had shingles like.......a year ago i dun even remember it was a while back. (cant thnk right now) but I just was lookin at the scars it left and I think I see it commin back so ima leave this post and like clear my head. this is why, i cant stress. im not tryna fucking die................ !!!!!!!!
P.s. But all in all I am a good friend. I just dont take alot of shit from previous things I been through and if you cant fucking understand that then FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK YOURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! :) thank you.
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YESSIR!! Amazing friend!
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