So Will calls me now, thats all I ever wanted when we was together.
But I mean, sometimes I feel like its too late.
I mean it feels good when we talk and everything seems in place,
but shoot once yu think things goin good things mess up so you never know.
Especially in my circumstance.
Alot of changes are happening for me but thats one thing I didnt want to change.
But now its kinda like I dont know because I was numb to feelings for a while.
So I dont know what I want from him anymore lol.
I love the kidd and always will but I dont know, who knows if he will bail out on me again?
Also, I feel like I shouldnt have to hold back some ish I wanna say to somebody in fear that they think ima be buggin and throw up dueces at me and just forget my ass ever existed.
If anything, they should be glad im bein 100 percent real instead of most fake asses these days. People so fake they dont even know they fake. Been fake so long it seems to be how they are;; FAKE AS HELL.
And then like, I been thinking about a person or two in my past, who I really didnt get any closure with at all. Whether it ended with them just not callin me no more, or them fighting with me and up n leaving, or just w.e reason. If I said I love you to that person, YOU MEAN A GREAT BIT TO ME. And ima always have that love for you. Even if I CANT STAND UR ASS ANYMORE. I cant say it enough how much I feel that I deserve some kinda.....closure to situations and it eats at me yo, like all the time.
And I mean seriously, why the hell would yu dogg someone who loved yo ass 100 percent even if they overdoin it. JES BE FREAKIN GLAD SOMEONE TAKIN THE INIATIVE TO OVER DO SOMETHING SHOWING COMPASSION FOR YOUR DIRTY ASS.
I swea lol people dont know how good they got it sometimes.
But its all good tho, because they aint got it no more.
And the next person gon appreciate it THAT much because ima give it 2x more.
So eff that.
Next month, one of my dreams will happen for me and I aint talkin to no one about it no more but god and fam, because they the only people that actually asked me shit and show concern for me. and bri but she aint on facebook no more.
all this fake ass shit in the world aint for me lol im sorry.
so if i dont talk durin certain times, das not me bein a bitch.
its just not in my nature to be fake and tell yu w.e to fit the sentence.
ima be real 25/7 ya digg.
-larose.
But I mean, sometimes I feel like its too late.
I mean it feels good when we talk and everything seems in place,
but shoot once yu think things goin good things mess up so you never know.
Especially in my circumstance.
Alot of changes are happening for me but thats one thing I didnt want to change.
But now its kinda like I dont know because I was numb to feelings for a while.
So I dont know what I want from him anymore lol.
I love the kidd and always will but I dont know, who knows if he will bail out on me again?
Also, I feel like I shouldnt have to hold back some ish I wanna say to somebody in fear that they think ima be buggin and throw up dueces at me and just forget my ass ever existed.
If anything, they should be glad im bein 100 percent real instead of most fake asses these days. People so fake they dont even know they fake. Been fake so long it seems to be how they are;; FAKE AS HELL.
And then like, I been thinking about a person or two in my past, who I really didnt get any closure with at all. Whether it ended with them just not callin me no more, or them fighting with me and up n leaving, or just w.e reason. If I said I love you to that person, YOU MEAN A GREAT BIT TO ME. And ima always have that love for you. Even if I CANT STAND UR ASS ANYMORE. I cant say it enough how much I feel that I deserve some kinda.....closure to situations and it eats at me yo, like all the time.
And I mean seriously, why the hell would yu dogg someone who loved yo ass 100 percent even if they overdoin it. JES BE FREAKIN GLAD SOMEONE TAKIN THE INIATIVE TO OVER DO SOMETHING SHOWING COMPASSION FOR YOUR DIRTY ASS.
I swea lol people dont know how good they got it sometimes.
But its all good tho, because they aint got it no more.
And the next person gon appreciate it THAT much because ima give it 2x more.
So eff that.
Next month, one of my dreams will happen for me and I aint talkin to no one about it no more but god and fam, because they the only people that actually asked me shit and show concern for me. and bri but she aint on facebook no more.
all this fake ass shit in the world aint for me lol im sorry.
so if i dont talk durin certain times, das not me bein a bitch.
its just not in my nature to be fake and tell yu w.e to fit the sentence.
ima be real 25/7 ya digg.
-larose.
ps. me and will not together no more. so lovely :)
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