Sometimes I don't mind the fact that I'm a virgin or the fact that I have never kissed anyone. Today's society sickens me so much. All you have to do is turn on the television and within 5 minutes something sexually oriented pops up on the screen. Whether it's a male enhancement commercial or two girls kissing....who are 15 years old. And I try not to be biased and think on a global scale because in some cases it's okay for 15 year olds to kiss and have children (I don't know about same genders) if their bodies can take it and if they can financially provide. If you are prepared to take on the responsibilities that come with adult activities then kudos to you.
It's so hard for me to mentally connect with anyone anymore. Yeah I can enjoy a casual conversation but at night when I go home I wonder if there is anyone out there who is like me...male or female I don't know, I just wonder. I'd love to think that sex is more than just two bodies rubbing at each other, i think it involves two spirits. But who cares about my opinion and who cares about true, real love.
The only thing people care about is what physically happens to them, what happens to their bodies. Who cares about a so called spirit? I do.
I don't care if I die a virgin or if I die never kissing anyone. I treasure me, my mind, body and my spirit. And if no one can see that in me, you can't have me no way shape or form. And i'll just be subjected to being alone.
Yeah I'll be sad sometimes because I am used to society's standards but If I don't loose sight of who I am inside i'll be okay and maybe I will find someone out there who believes as I do and we can share ideas together. That's all I really want right now.
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