Day 9 - ha .

The more people judge me and say ridiculous shit it makes me laugh and want to prove them wrong even more. Like the drive in me is bigger than me as an individual. Just because you see someone timid does not mean that they are not capable of something big. Looks are deceiving. So I would advise the quick at the mouth to pause for a second and use their minds. I may be struggling now, I may be depressed, I may not be winning the little battles and yes I do cry at night like a little bitch but I am winning the war because I wake up everyyy morning. Even if my tank is on E and I drive myself. I keep running. Running on little drops of motivation. But oohhhh when my gas tank gets full you mutherfuckers better hope and pray youre DEAD . Cant say that anymore harshly.