Whenever you find the time [poem]

Whenever you find the time to listen to my needs
I'll be around but who knows if i'll be willing
To lend a listening ear for you to recite your plea
Inside my heart is troubled and shattered
Yes it has the illusion of a mended heart taped with clear things
But if you could see ;; im as broken as I can be.

Life hands me trials haha yes just like any person
Personally I feel like my hand had an extra joker
Some people were thrown in there and we became closer
And others were distractions to tend to my dissatisfaction.

My mind is that of a philosopher ;; I see past the usual
Call me emotional if you will but I wont mess with trivial
Once you have grown you shouldnt retrogress
Im blessed with a faithfull religion ;; therefore I am blessed.

All I say and All I ask Is please be there ;; dont lie in the grass
Be that friend or be that lover that you claim to be
Dont say i love you or call me sister continuously.
Because when I return the favor ;; itll be more than you ever know.

Yes ;; im a virgin to true love. A virgin to physical things.
So to that special one Im destined to meet.
All my love ;; shall be for you.
All these wordly trials I have endured ;; all the strength and passion ive built up.
Could only be for that one love ;; so give me all youve got because its all Ill need.

I live to learn and love.
Be real ;; or youre transparent.......
dont break a heart until it exists no longer.


-larose <3>