A piece of your heaven [poem]

A love so deep not even the illest writer can describe
When I reach deep inside myself to give you my love, from myself I have to hide
Because this love is too great that rejection would kill me
I dont want to damage this love because without it id feel so empty
So I keep what we have and treasure its existence
At least I have an ounce of your heaven, so baby I aint trippin
Baby? no maybe, I cant call you such a thing
I give you that title only in my wildest dreams.
See there I hold you, caress you, and make love to you nice and slow.
Our eyes meet, fuzing, igniting this fire that burns beneath my skin,
Every touch sends electricity through my body and I gasp needing air within.
But then its back to reality and Im happy with what I got.
I know you love me, but to an extent is where it stops.
Will I ever meet someone I love as much as you? Thats what scares me.
With every altercation tears pour from my eyes profusely.
It scares me the thought of my body shaking from loosing this love,
and this is even before the thought of us mixing blood.
And creating something so dear to my heart and wonderful to my soul,
Youve given me a child, to love and to hold.
I snap back to reality, damn there goes those dreams.
I have this sickness, of loving you but I know it cannot be.
Im your down ass chic, that will fight a bitch haha if she messes with you
and thats what I will stay, only if you want me to.
If not, like I said before, Im fine with the love you give.
I only want a piece of your heaven, and my heaven..ALL of it I will give.


**Yo i wrote this ish under 10 minutes and this was coming straight from my heart.
Too bad the guy that I wrote it for is an asshole and we dont even talk anymore.
We both got in an argument and just messed up everything.
I dont take anything back though...its how I felt so...**