Opportunists, those people that take advantage .

LEiLANi ;; BAY.BEE™: im nobodys convenience man idk how many times i gotta say that
LEiLANi ;; BAY.BEE™: and i kno theres ppl out there das ride or die foreal. and u aint finna b my friend only when shit is good
LEiLANi ;; BAY.BEE™: bc im goin sumwhere wit my life and im only takin ppl who deserve to b dea with me
nj_nice_guy_will: lol yea, I know a shit load of people like tha
nj_nice_guy_will: when i was jobless ..aint no one wanna kick it with me or anything ( i had money just not enough to go out everynight) so when i did stack up my paper a lil bit i get text like "yo will you up for NY tonight"? lmao
nj_nice_guy_will: like..df
nj_nice_guy_will: fuck you nigga
LEiLANi ;; BAY.BEE™: lolll
nj_nice_guy_will: so its w.e, hell I dont need a shitload of friend to have fun ya know?
nj_nice_guy_will: str8 crazy
nj_nice_guy_will: your always gonna come across people like that though
nj_nice_guy_will: oppurtunist
nj_nice_guy_will: thats wha the word is
nj_nice_guy_will: Lol
LEiLANi ;; BAY.BEE™: hmmm
LEiLANi ;; BAY.BEE™: i like tha

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I absolutely have to talk about this. I could not say this like, two years ago but I have no problem now with having to do things on my own. I feel like if you wanna get things done the right way, YOU DO IT YOURSELF. Seriously. But ish get dull when you just chillin by yourself so you want someone to just chill and go out with ya know?

But what do you do when you live in the boondocks with people that aint got no kinda sense? I refuse to stoop lower than what I have became so if I gotta chill solo thats what Ima do, and be perrrooudddd of it!!

But I also dont wanna be scared to make friends with people i feel have the qualities I like. But you have to watch out for those people that are Opportunists. Taking advantage of your situation because they see you dont have nothing better to do. Even though they may be a nice person, you may have something that they can use. So they take advantage. It may not be intentional but they still do it, lets be real. When shit gets rough with you they may back up a bit because "they dont have time for the drama or stress". Also meaning, you aint that important to me and I dont wanna get close to you, so ima let you cool off and then we can talk. If you feel like people are showin genuine interest in you even though you may be down and out thats wassup. Thats what you needa be lookinq for!

I miss the typa friendship where you laugh so hard your tummy hurts and you cant stop crying and you feel like your gonna piss your pants. Where you can jes sit there and do nothing but still be totally entertained. Where you can go out and party and know your gonna have a good time and that someone has your back just in case something breaks out. Im a ride or die type of chic and I would do anything for someone who would do anything for me, now thats real.

Ima leave yall with this song:

You are not alone - Michael Jackson

Another day has gone, I'm still all alone
How could this be? You're not here with me
You never said good-bye, someone tell me why
Did you have to go, and leave my world so cold?

1-Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away?
Something whispers in my ear and says

2-That you are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

3-You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone, why, oh...

Just the other night, I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come, and hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers, your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand, then forever can begin
(rpt 1, 2, 3)

Oh...whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
Fly...and girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
(rpt 2, 3, 2, 3)

Not alone
You are not alone, you are not alone...

You just reach for me baby
In the morning in the evening
You're not alone, not alone
You and me, not alone, oh, together, together...