why am i hurting inside?

the more i think about his ass it makes me marvel in the fact that i felt that way.
I so believe yu can accidentally fall in love with someone.
Because he was the best guy friend and my best friend I could ever have.
And then I let him know like what if we was together bc just one day it came to me.
and he pushed me away and we got into the arguement that ended our friendship.
and its like eating at me inside because this isnt fair.
why leave me hangin like that, you cant just leave me feeling this way for you
without dealing with it.
And i hate this because i feel so stupid and like...rejected yet by someone i loved.
a little too much.
UGH.
just a bad freakin situation to be in.
and to be feeling that way.
and then that HOOKER :
and see now, i knew it would be that way.
but he didnt believe me, people wanna be loved but when they bein loved right by someone it goes unnoticed.
And I dont wait on no one to realize wth they got bc im not gonna be treated like dirt.

[sighs]