So the haitian girl loves the dominican guy ? how can that be?

LOL this is a nice lil topic. yet its true for me, maybe not for him but it is for me.Yeah i love the guy even though we dont talk. I love alot of people I shouldnt love but I do. I loved his heart, I loved his soul, his passion, his culture, his compassion, and his love. Hispanic men are such passionate people (not saying that black men arent, I love the black men in my family, I just havent met a black guy outside of my fam that are as strong and real as them). From the way they dance, carry themselves, I just get OOOOO. LOL. Every since I was little it was just something about a hispanic boy with a ponytail that lit my fire and had me going. But then theres that altercation between the french and their land that goes back to the 1800s. So what will his family think if he likes a haitian girl? Naaa aint happening (most likely). Real romeo and juliet type shit eh? lmfaoooo. nice.Now im drifting off into another topic....Oh well :DI just feel like when a hispanic guy says he loves you, hes passionate about it and actually knows the meaning of the word. Minorities in general have a strong sense of family and a strong love for each other. I just want mine >_< haha. Whether its the one im wanting now or if i meet one tomorrow. I just want some real passionate type love. Es Verdad? -larose.

In my pursuit of happyness [lol]

Run with me to our destinys...Id rather be by your side then to ride this ride alone,lets laugh and love and experience it together.But time and time again i look around and no ones there :(It just hurts so bad knowin i did all I could yet things dont want to go my way.so i cry and hurt so bad inside.and move on...alone.I cant wait for my one day of sunshinepromising me better days to come.Until then I will smile and be hopefuland if pain is on my shoulders at night i shall cryand in the morning...my hopeful smile will arise.but only at night, i shall cry...


***idk, i just been feelin real down lately, i dont chill with no one really bc i dont like to be around ppl who aint really down for me and aint real. so im like..feelin a bit lonely :( i miss laughin at stupid shit and like havin fun yo....w.e***

why am i hurting inside?

the more i think about his ass it makes me marvel in the fact that i felt that way.
I so believe yu can accidentally fall in love with someone.
Because he was the best guy friend and my best friend I could ever have.
And then I let him know like what if we was together bc just one day it came to me.
and he pushed me away and we got into the arguement that ended our friendship.
and its like eating at me inside because this isnt fair.
why leave me hangin like that, you cant just leave me feeling this way for you
without dealing with it.
And i hate this because i feel so stupid and like...rejected yet by someone i loved.
a little too much.
UGH.
just a bad freakin situation to be in.
and to be feeling that way.
and then that HOOKER :
and see now, i knew it would be that way.
but he didnt believe me, people wanna be loved but when they bein loved right by someone it goes unnoticed.
And I dont wait on no one to realize wth they got bc im not gonna be treated like dirt.

[sighs]