Thursday, July 28, 2011

i feel a lil better. but this poem go hard as fuhh

The more you tell me to shut up the more I wanna speak.

These mental visions inside me of makin your body leak.

YOU SHOOT DOWN MY CAPABILITY.

SO I SHOOT UP YO SPOT , are you kidding me ?

When greatness is shaken pebbles of wrath fall down.

Don`t damage anything you can`t amount to because there won`t be another round.

Who do you think you are you ask me over and over again.

That you don`t want to know my silly little friend.

This painted mask is so great that even you would come near me and trust me I aint THAT friendly.

Welcome to my bad side && there's no eraser to remove you from this page .

You stick here like permanent marker on a stage .

I`m not releasing you because I want you to feel this pain .

BANG. BANG. BANG. muthafcka. BANG.

All your stupid thoughts and uncapable dreams on the floor it`ll stain.

No remorse`ll be felt for you never AGAIN ....

I tried to hear you out as you skream and as you shout .

But I ain`t feelin it no more , so i`ll lead you down another route..





just a bit angry you think ? lol i love it.

FUCK LOVE

i quit, im done. ILL BE THAT BITTER BITCH BUT IMA BE HAPPY. tired of chasin shit that run from me. GET ON MY FUCKIN NERVES.....BOUT TO START WRITING pen to paper. purge my system.

NO WHERE .

i`m getting nowhere. Every person I turn to, to promote me or inspire me or lend me a helping hand in a project i`m trying to start only slap me down && it`s like wtf? Why are we cool if you don`t believe in me ? Exhausted with trying to prove to people who should be down for me in the first fucking place. If I can`t get them to help me or get there support how do I expect others to see what i`m trying to prove. I been strugglin with this shit so long I dun forget WTF I`M TRYNA PROVE IN THE FIRST DAMN PLACE.


Like I read a few days before...the good die young and i`m bout ready to go home and be with my Lord. THIS LIFE SOME BULLSHIT.

ugh.

i keep searching for something thats not there....

Monday, July 25, 2011

A note on facebook about people deleting me LOL .

I keep realizing this and its lmao buggin me out, but not in a bad way.
It's the bitches that keep doing it, the low life bitches.
People that cant justify their actions and arent man enough or woman enough to say WHATS REALLY GOOD !
And see, i'm a woman enough to say who Im talking about because A) they was on bitch mode when I was talking to them and do what all bitches do when they cant take the heat on the phone and hang up on people. NOT KOSHER WHATSOEVER.

SO YOU TELLING ME, IF I WAS IN YO FACE RIGHT LOL YOU CAN SILENCE THIS???? AINT NO WAY. AINT NO HANGIN UP ON THIS SWEETY !!!!! So. Number one rule on how NOT to be bitch. HANDLE YOUR BUSINESS, STRAIGHT UP ! NO MATTER THE SITUATION . :)

Now, for the lil bytch boys all over the world !!!

Dont get mad, when people always doggin you out for shit you do. JUST STOP DOING IT!!!! IT AINT THAT HARD!!! And its funny how when others make that mistake, even if it rarely happens for them. THEY WANNA BE THE FCKN DRIVER FOR THE GUILT TRIP ! LIKE THEY ASS AIN NEVA DID IT BEFORE ! Ima need you to sit yo mr. i plead da fif ass DOWN and understand ITS ALL YOU !!! I can apologize and make right on my part, but yo ass still WRONG AS HELL !!!

lmaooo !!

BYTCHES AND HOES !!! SMH. cant live with em, cant live without em. ahahahahaha :D



&& most of yawl kno who im talking about in this. one female and one male. all i gotta say to them is MUTHAFCKKKKKKKKKKKKK YO LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, BYTCHESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ! :D Lets see who succeed in life being real or who succeeds being a TWATFACE !


AND THEN I COMMENTED THIS:


People got they pride all up they butthole out they mouth and dont even wanna accept THEY DID SOMETHING WRONG. Going around publizing the WRONG SIDE OF THE STORY to everyone else. the truth is the truth, no need to make it a PSA ! Those the people you needa look out for, ones tryna PROVE THEY POINT ALL THE TIME. MY POINT REIGNS PROVEN, I AINT GOTTA PUSH THE STORY NANNNN BIT ! lol this situation is chuckable. AHAHAHAHAHAHHA makin me chuckle.