Day2 - HAHAHA .

I WASSSS gonna do a video but I look a complete and utter mess. SO ! This is my thinking. Ima start living it up now, try not to be too reckless. Apparently overly caring for people isnt working so Im back into my partially selfish mode. I aint depending on nobody for nothing, I aint tryna make plans with nobody unless they tryna make plans with me. Ima do me all day everyday.

The only ish on myy agenda shall be:

me

me

me

Zumba

Work

me

School

me

Try not to go broke LOL

me

me

Fashion

ME!

School

Working out

Zumba

My hair

ME

ME

Relaxation &&&&

ME!!!!

<3

I'm only 19 and still got so much ahead of me so why so serious ??

Day1

Kinda just explaining. nothing in particular.

i need a friend .

I need someone there through thick and thin. Someone who isnt going to flake on me when things get REALLY REAL. Tired of being unsure. I cant say it enough. So I bask in writing and words and education. Sometimes I wanna write to somebody or talk to somebody or educate somebody. Help them out and hope that they would want to do the same. I'll figure things out, ill be okay. Ill be okay.

Vlog !

So I checked into a hotel .

I have a p.e class this weekend and instead of driving back and forth, might as well stay there. Its a REALLY nice hotel too. Lotta stress going on as well in my house and just in general, needa get my mind right. Hurt my wallet but its worth it lol. Write some poetry, listen to some music. Read, catch up on homework. All in the presence of myself, my best friend. I'm gonna design my fundraiser posters too, tie some loose ends on that as well. Me time, time that no one delegates especially for me. Gotta do it for me. May do a video then, if not. I will certainly blog about it.

Dreams

I have many dreams like Dr.King.
I contemplate on things that seem too far to tackle.
But this battle in the long run is won.
You see in my heart, resides God.
Propelling me he dwells in me so i'm drastically QUEEN.
I do things bossly it may be costly but itll pay off see because within me,
I have many dreams like Dr.King.
Life is unpredictable and i'm just the same.
My dreams change like seasons effects; snow && rainn.
&& no they dont deplete. I just hit pause and repeat.
Adding to my list of things that make me, beautiful.
Love pours from every pore, crevice, nook and cranny of my soul.
Through musical notes, On processed trees that I wrote,
Through my fingers to my toes that touch my pillows
Which cradle my head safe as I drift away to dream those sweet little things,
I have many dreams like Dr.King.
I would make him so proud if he could see me now,
I have every reason to broke down sobbing uncontrollably as I hit the ground.
I stand tall with those dreams on my back, faithless no, i never lack.
Like God carrying his cross, you would think him red from his blood-stained flesh
The smell of his death growing oh so freshh.
We are all living to die with death right by our side so why reside and lies and be afraid to be crucified?
NO ! WHY ? because..
I have many dreams like Dr.King.
I will shine in the darkest room and with my life in pause, i will presume.
I'm telling you, I will not loose.
In the darkest hour in the most silent of nights.
I will prevail like an eggshell missed by the vipers bite.
Surrounded by foxes as sly as theyll be
Potential reigns in me but evoked by such superficiality
Im blinded and I need to be guided, by someone 10x's stronger than me, because see..
I have many dreams like Dr.King.
And I can make them come true,
Im driven and I listenn and so damn passionate.
These fakers laughin at it but let's see who is laughin when im at the top..
living life so hott, no longer dreaminng. But living my dream.
Making Mr.King proud, that I dreamed no matter how mediocre they sounded to others,
regardless of the bashes and the dreams that they smothered.
&& I didnt suppress them, I progressed them .
&& I will live them and breathe emm .
All I know is..
I have many dreams like Dr.King.


-larose.

Alex's Lemonade Stand Fundraiser

HEY EVERY0NE ! I AM H0STING A LEM0NADE STAND IN 0RDER T0 RAISE M0NEY FOR PEDIATRIC CANCER 0N JULY 5TH BY THE SUGARMILL POOL ♥ C0ME OUT AND SHOW YOUR SUPPORT && PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD ♥ !


I am hosting a lemonade stand to raise money to help find a cure for pediatric cancer. On July 5th 2010, I will be setting this up by the Sugarmill Pool right outside the park area. I am inspired to do this because it always warms my heart to do something like this for another person! Also, my aunt Rosalind has overcome breast cancer so I feel even more dedicated to doing this fundraiser! Any donations or assistance with this project will be highly appreciated :) Thanks !

Will you be mine? =D

Yes nadi, I DO ! :) hahaha. yu so silly .

Ask me anything

what is your ideal guy?

Good question. My ideal guy is an honest compassionate MAN. He has to be confident in his abilities and a man of his word. Respectful and respectable. The basic things too like trustworthy and romantic at times, Considerate. The icing on the cake is a meannnnn swaggg. Idc what it may be. You can be a skater, singer, rapper, musician it doesnt matter. Just bee sick with it ! <3

Ask me anything

Are you a virgin?

lol @ these anonymous questions. Come on you guyss && be bold . But yes I am :) and proud of it !

Ask me anything

Who are your girls?

My "girls" are women who dont take crap from anyone. If they see a problem they fix it, they dont whine! If they got a problem, they dont wait until the next day to address it. A person that can handle her own basically, and knows how to be a friend ! Whoever that is, is my girl !

Ask me anything

A little more about me .

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